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ชีวิตที่แสนจะน่าเบื่อหน่าย งี่เง่า ติดอยู่ในกรอบอะไรซักอย่างที่ไม่มีทางออก ทุบออกเองก็ไม่ได้ ทำอะไรไม่ได้เลย กะอีแค่วิชาเคมีอันเดียว ทำเสียเวลาเสียอารมณ์ เสียจริตจิตตก หมดอารมณ์ มากมาย (แค่เขาไม่รักยังไม่พอใช่ไหม) ขออภัยที่มาดราม่าในวันนี้ ....
I'm still boring and hate this phase of life extremely.
See my inspirational person they have an extraordinary idea to live his life. and his sister gave more encourage enough for make his dream come true.
Look back at myself.
Sadly,...It's too far from them. Now I just jealous on them a bit.
In fact, I just wanna go with them but possibly only CANNOT
How to earn more money.
How to escape from this silly circle.
I just earn 175 $ from my blog but it's not enough !! For life it's need more income. if I still stick with silly nerd educate system like this. It's show no way to rich or anything ~ people going to study more and more (not learning just study). Show, they only increase their mentally retarded. Until they educated they still find a job for self. They say 'I need to study more' .... Moron, knowledge will make you fool if you study w/o wisdom. learn life ! not only in paper.
Just not here.
I can't stand to live like this. I prefer suicide to live like no point, no aim, nothing interesting.
I see my inspirational person post something like I want to break or destroy anything. For me I just want to hug him as long as we can together or torment somebody.
I ever thought to I kill hobo beggar, will somebody notice if he had disappear ?
I ever try to do it twice. but it's ain't right, I know.
I just thought and plan to do but never done. lol
...I quite decided to give up...
I don't wanna do anything anymore. It's nothing.
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