Just Daily Memo

15May2013

It began with confusingly doubt of mind. TWO said as a warn for stability of my relationship. Gotta made up my mind

14May 2013

 🚣 End of ChiangMai trip. On the way heading back southern home.

During trip, I found something underneath my head and heart pthat I don't want to know. Yup! It has been hidden there for a long time... Now the answer standing in front of me but I still don't want to try. It's complicated in the simple act and easy to feel more under nothing. 

The right way still hurt and clue, By the time the dreams still have individual sweet and charm.

  

ahhh, his smile still spell on me.

How I bear this thing and be honest to my Poko?

 07April2013

     Dramatically emotional day :

Heading to Bkk to meet The Ace






31 March2013

 Hey All Medih Listen,

     Many things was happened. I still in relationship with Poko. We just came back from Malaysia Trip on 18-21this month. From November 2012 ~ Phew ~ seemed this person addicted me as he siad. The Bobbit and the best one not good as i ever guess from situation like that... why they dont fix their behavior a bit for better circle of monthly life. Well, I gotta tell u guys about him - The wise one, he hit my heart again ... Seriously, He still... And he will probably always have a spell on me. His smile, his words, his vision, his smell ~ seemed all of this tend (conduce) me to the same loop. Ahh he so cute, he so hot, smoking hot, he fuckin wise ~ and every part of him fucking sexy to us (i means all of us, even Luce, Beez and Levy !) 

 Asmon lead idea to hook him up but vivi disagree for all of his idea. Now Vivi is leader co-with Azzar. 

Poko up his sex-play level to be a great Top. Mmmmmm - his rhythm very Bang and awesome. Imma Fin with this things as P'Lek ever done.

Ahhh - wise one struck in ma brain ~ shall i dream bout him tonight? 

BTW, I love to be the underdog.

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19 Jan 2013

  Finally, I got the PDP (Personal Development Plan) and I have to write 'bout my performance. Well, It might be the right way somehow.

   Day 9th after my iPhone was lost. Heading to AIS shop to connected and ask for any advice, data info. and etc. So glad that all girl help me as it suppose to be. then got nothing from True shop accept 1331 a Number of Auto-bot answering system.
   After drop item to Mr.Kraisorn at cops office.  Ride feno to SanTi shop to bought some potion for P Tae and Collagen for maself. 2130 THB.

18 and 17 after this

24 Jan 2013 

  Normally live as people. Missing Siri and the wise one who I decided to disconnect with.  My day off was cancle because Dali-man's brother pass away. with my condolences I am not deny that things.

25 Jan 2013 

I love to walk fast and enjoy to walk slowly. 

I always silence when face the stranger, and speechless with people.

I talk as much as I want with my  FRIENDS.

I also talk with my enemies when necessary and on work.

I never know what I feel next, What I will decide in the future. 

As I know Now, I still missing him although I already open my mind to other people.

The new one is good as he could be, But the wise one still the best with out reason.

I always know how silly I am and deal with my unimproved behavior.

Still  nothing matter to me, It all doesn't make sense to me for today.

Wasting breathing and the day passing to the new same day.